after all I am far from being the greatest

there is not worthwhile to say that

we are made to bleed and scab and heal and bleed again
and turn every scar into a joke.

And that what we need is to sit around and laugh until we choke...

there's not worthwhile

when I can't stop thinking

about when you give me that look that's like laughing
with liquid in your mouth

its not worthwhile

when the weight of the days is not translated by the grammar

when all the other wishes were marked in my wishlist

and when

we can't fight gravity on a planet that insists. . .